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SERMON

 

 

September 16, 2007

 

"This Old House:

Exploring Our Theological Identities"1

by

        Rev. Alicia Roxanne Forde

 

 

 

Genesis 1: 1-5

  1 In the beginning God created the heavens and the earth.

 2 Now the earth was formless and empty, darkness was over the surface of the deep,

     and the Spirit of God was hovering over the waters.

 3 And God said, "Let there be light," and there was light.

 4 God saw that the light was good, and He separated the light from the darkness.

 5 God called the light "day," and the darkness he called "night." And there was evening,

     and there was morning—the first day.

 

John 1: 1-6

  1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

 2 He was in the beginning with God.

 3 All things were made through Him, and without Him nothing was made that was made.

 4 In Him was life, and the life was the light of men.

 5 And the light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not comprehend it.

 

  

 

Writes Unitarian Universalist Alice Blair Wesley:

 

            The center of the free church, the heart of the whole thing,

            Is a promise of fidelity, a covenant, which each member freely makes

            Upon joining.  Actually also, each member begins again with, or

            Renews, or renegotiates, his or her promise many times in the course

            Of the life of the church, in the privacy of renewed conscience or

            Spiritual growth.2

 

//

 

Have you noticed that we’ve moved?

            I know that this was hard work.

This move.

I know that there were many hands and minds toiling to make it

Happen…to make it successful and that there are still many

Hands and minds – toiling.

            We’ve moved in to a new house.

Any body recall what that’s like?

Moving?

            There was a period in my life that I had the pleasure of moving

Every year. Every year!

Packing boxes, unpacking boxes…lifting, whittling, rearranging, and

Most of all: getting used to a new space.

It often felt like beginning my life over and over and over again.

 

In time, I began to notice that there were pieces and parts of my

Identity that would emerge or recede depending on where I was living,

What items were in storage, and what items I kept with me.

 

In time, I began to notice that each move – though exciting in its own

Way, was also wrapped up in loss.

            On the day I climbed the steps that led in to the airplane

That would take me from Tobago to New York City, I cried.

I cried – though I knew an exciting future was waiting for me

I cried, because I knew no other language for the letting go that I

Was experiencing 

             I had no words in my vocabulary to describe the awful pain in

My chest.  Home.  I was leaving home.  I was leaving my mother…

I was leaving my grandmothers…and uncles, and aunts, and all those

Cassette tapes I’d spent hours putting together.
            Would they be there when I returned?  When would I return?

That last question would bring fresh tears.

 

Of course, I’d also moved as a child.  Each new house a wonderland…

Rooms and backyards and new neighbors to discover

But, it was leaving the island of my birth that helped me to understand

That excitement and grief can co-exist inside the same moment – sometimes

Companions to each other.

 

//

 

Moving often signaled something else for me…

            That a different phase of my life story was unfolding.

Though things may look the same, something new

was being born out of all the past experiences I’d had…

which isn’t to say that this synthesis isn’t happening even

if I’m still living in the same place…

It is to say that there is something about moving that makes it

More poignant…

            More tangible.

 

Moving often signals a chance to begin…or is it more

Appropriately called return?  Return again…to ground myself,

Discern my reason for being…make known to myself and those

In my community why I think I exist.

 

As such, it should come as no surprise to you that when I moved

From New York City to F.E. Warren Air Force Base in Cheyenne WY,

after a short stay at Lackland Air Force Base, TX

            One of the first things I did was find a church home to ground me

While I tried to discern my reason for being.

 

//

 

But, what happens when the church community is the one who moves?

            I went to church to ground myself and discern…. 

Where does the church community go to ground itself and

Discern its reason for being?

Where does the church community go to re-group, renew, and articulate its mission?

Where does the church community go to return again…to their beginning?

 

//

 

This sermon has had multiple beginnings…doesn’t everything?

            Doesn’t everything have multiple creation stories? Myths

That describe how they came in to being?

 

//

 

Every good story has a beginning, a middle, and an end

Or so we’re told.

The Book of Genesis opens with: “In the beginning”

In that time before there was time

In that place before place and order existed

In that formless void…In that beginning: God created.

 

In the beginning…earth was formless and empty – so says this

Creation myth,

            Earth was formless and empty…the Spirit of God was hovering

Pondering what to do with this nothingness.

And then, as if inspired, awakened, moved to mold,

God spoke, saying: Let there be light.

 

In the beginning was the Word

Declares the book of John Chapter 1

In the beginning was the Word…

And the Word was with God, and the Word was God.

The Word…Logos, divine wisdom manifest in creation…

 

//

 

 Word, Logos, Myth. Story. Creation story…every organization has one.

Every person has one. 

A story, a myth – sometimes bound up in history, in fact –

A story or a myth that tells of how they came to be.

 

Out of nothingness, out of mystery, and/or out of life evolving

            Something new and potentially wonderful is born

molded, created, built…built.

 

The very idea of building conjures up images of major developers,

builders, a designer, an architect…

            In the beginning, God said: Let there be light

And with God in the beginning was Logos, divine wisdom

Manifest in creation – // what a beginning to a story.

            What a beginning…

 

//

 

And what about us? Our story? Our beginning…In our beginning…

This is where the formula of “beginning, middle, and end”

Falls apart,

            That tidy formula which suggests a single beginning

rushing or flowing smoothly on to the page of time,

the pages of history…moving toward a definite and definitive end.

In our beginning – which beginning?

           

Who, what architect, pondered over us, and finally spoke:

Let there be light,

Let there be Unitarians and Universalists and suddenly

…we existed where before there was nothing but a formless void.

 

But isn’t true, that we – or at the very least, people like us,

have always been around…in thought…in philosophy

Coursing through time,

            Dissenters and heretics

Seekers and meaning makers – creating room for the transformation

Of belief systems…developers…creating something new out of

What was or is.

            Catalysts, we are, for change?

 

//

                       

And so here we are, gathered…

            Returning again…casting our questions

In to the deep

            Who are we?

What defines us?

            What is our story…our beginning?

            How shall we continue to make meaning as a community?

Questions of identity and mission…questions that almost

Demand that we reach back in to the historical and theological archives

and understand from whence we came…

 

            And we do this together…since, the place for the

Church community to be – to re-group, renew, and articulate its mission

Is, where else but with each other?

 

And so here we are, gathered…and something has changed,

is changing…will continue to change

the story – ever unfolding – is calling us to a new chapter

In our journey together.

 

Calling US…to a new chapter, the story is calling US

By name, yes:

            Namaqua Unitarian Universalist Congregation

 

//

 

 Come, invites our story, let us build pathways

pathways that leads up to the doors of this old house that we

Might live and reflect on and practice our vision of community.

Our vision for this now and for the future

            We who are grounded in the firm foundation of the “free church”

Are being called to synthesize the experiences of our past and

write a new chapter in our ever unfolding story.

 

//

 

Come, invites our story, let us build pathways

That lead up to our doors…

            And how shall we frame those doors? 

Will it be wide enough? Tall enough?

Flexible and expansive enough to allow our vision to move through,

evolve…turn and twirl? 

For us who are grounded in Universalist theology

believe that this is the world we seek Justice for…this here, this now

and it is only through our agency that this justice is achieved.

            Only through our collective and creative wisdom that our

Vision which must include a deep desire for justice

and peace and love can be made manifest in our lives and in our world.

  

//

 

 Come, invites our story, let us make windows as wide as our walls

            So that we may see and appreciate and learn from our neighbors

On their various journeys of faith;

            So that we are reminded that we work, but we do not work alone;

That we have vision, but ours is one of many visions

That we are a community held together by promises and covenants – not

Rigid and creedal – but dynamic and open to change

 

//

 

Come, invites our story, let us attend to our roof as much as the chimney.

            Asking how can we provide healing, comfort and safe refuge

While taking seriously that many of us speak different names for that which

Helps us make Ultimate meaning of our lives?

Asking how can we hear ourselves in the words of others…bridging

The language and philosophical divide to find common ground upon which to stand…

            For certainly we journey on common ground.

 

//

 

If you’re willing and able,

            Rest both feet firmly on the ground beneath you. 

Feel it the…tap your feet lightly…though you may believe

Differently from the persons sitting on either side of you,

Though you may use different names for the holy and sacred

Experiences in your lives,

            Though you may be uncertain of the presence of a greater mystery…

Together, your feet are capable of making a mighty sound.

Together, your feet are resting on this foundation…this common ground

That is Unitarian…

That is Universalist

That is Unitarian Universalist

Which, in the beginning, had roots deep in Protestantism

Which, in the beginning, had roots tangled in Christianity

Which, in the beginning, had roots that branched – first tentatively –

Out in to religious pluralism…embracing other religious thought

Embracing the idea of salvation for all

Embracing the notion of justice where justice seemed lacking

            And so this foundation was built…developed over time…

So many beginnings…(adlib)

And we are a part of that story.

            We who are returning again…to the home of our souls.

 

//

 

What does that mean?

            As a church community?

                        To return to the home of our souls?

Having just moved in to this house?

This house that is not yet our home?

 

What does it mean to return again?

            Alice Blair Wesley writes:

“…each member begins again with, or renews, or renegotiates,

his or her promise many times in the course of the life of the church…”

 

She says that this is the center of the free church,

            And “the free church is held together by, insofar as we

live by it, the spirit of this promise."-- this promise that we make.

 

We who have gathered in this new house,

            Are being invited to Come, and return again

To the home of our soul…

            The soul of our community…

the soul is wide and deep and we’ve built on its foundation…

  

//

 

Yes, we have the foundation in place

            We’re working on the doors, the walls, the roof, the chimney, the windows

We’re developing the pathways…

We’ve got this old virtual U.U. house built and rebuilt; we’re adding on,

Remodeling, doing some re-construction…

And here in our new location, to become a home, we need spirit

            we need promise…as we begin again…

 

Says Wesley:

each member begins again with, or renews, or renegotiates,

his or her promise many times in the course of the life of the church.

 

//

 

I know that we are not a testifying community

            So I won’t ask anyone to rise up and renew, or renegotiate

His or her promise today,

(unless you really want to, and then, I won’t stop you)

 

But, I will ask that we all renew our promises:

            Discerning our reason for being here.

This church year beacons to us who inhabit this U.U. house of old

Inviting us in to action, action that is grounded in reflection

For there is no transformation without both

 

There is no sense of home without both…

            There is no sense of home without promise.

 

Moving is an opportunity for discernment.

For new action that arises out of critical reflection…

Who are we?

What defines us?

            What is our story…our beginning?

            How shall we continue to make meaning as a community?

 

May we promise to ourselves and each other to do this critical reflection together;

To act together…since, the place for the church community to be – to re-group, renew, and articulate its mission is, where else but with each other?

 

//       

  

In the beginning

            Who, what architect, pondered over us, and finally spoke:

Let there be a community of loving, willing, justice seekers;

Eager and committed to building a Unitarian Universalist Home

in the Loveland/Berthoud area,

 

No one but us.

 

Amen.


 

1 Sermon borrowed from, and is heavily influenced by, Our Theological House

    – Rev. Rebecca Parker and Katie Erslev.

2 Redeeming Time: In the Beginning, Alice Blair Wesley, p. 3.

3 Ibid., p. 4.